Mak ai... Lamanya tak menulis, sibuk mengalahkan ADUN. Masalah bertimpa-timpa, kerja berlambak-lambak. Mak dah bising, dah remang senja baru nampak muka aku kat rumah. Maafkan cek Mak, kadang-kadangkala bukan sibuk kerja yang menyebabkan balik lambat, tetapi sibuk berdating. ahaks..
Memandangkan cuti aku ini tidaklah sama seperti cuti-cuti sekolah. Tak dapatlah aku bercuti-cuti Malaysia bersama kawan-kawan terchenta. Aku memang berasa teramatlah dengki kepada kawan-kawan yang bercuti panjang. Tak pa, yang penting, kemana jua korang beronggeng, janganlah dilupa souveniers kepada mereka-mereka yang sedang bekerja.
Kesibukan menyebabkan aku terlupa sekejap pada kawan-kawan rapat seperjuangan du uni dulu. Alih-alih ada dua lagi nak kahwin. Tahniah for fied and hani... Seronoknya venture to the unknown. Ku doakan kalian berbahagia..chewah...
My colleagues asked me, why I tak nak kahwin lagi, dan jawapan ku ialah, aku tak nak kahwin sebab lepas kahwin nanti, my boyfriend will surely tak sayang aku seperti masa berchenta lagi. The answer seems a bit silly, but they agreed with me. They said, after you got married, the husband will be husband, giving nafkah, kuat bekerja, taking care of your needs and wants, but the romance will not be there anymore. Tak seperti masa sebelum kahwin.
Is this true? I dont know.
Tak bestlah kalau betul. Aku tak nak kehilangan those constant messages of I love You, hot emails and love letters and most definitely all those lovely flowers he kept sending although I mentioned to him that it is a waste of money (walaupun aku memang bangga sangat-sangatlah dapat bunga-bunga tu semua). Tak nak lah hilang semua tu bila dah kahwin kan. Tak bestlah...
What do I have to do? The ring is already on my finger but the date has yet being confirmed. It's all because i'm too coward to be a wife (and also because I haven't finish my master degree). Nampaknya pakcik, you just have to wait a little bit lama, sampai aku tak cold feet lagi... Ahaks...
